Koizumiko

not quite sure about this site anymore. the new layout is... weird. not that i ever got used to that stupid deviation stacks thing

i'm considering a blog. or a new DA account. or something. cos i sort of want to start fresh and wipe my gallery clean of all my old terribly bad things, but without actually deleting them. or something like that. I'm seriously leaning towards the blog thing, though. it'd prolly be filled with socially inappropriate topics and all my sketches and WIPs and maybe even some of my written nonsense. who knows.

everything just seems sort of... meh, yanno? Inconsequential. I ought to upload all of the things that I have to upload but I'm not even sure what the point is anymore.
I mean, school is just shitting all over my effink life and I haven't even been drawing like that. I've sort of settled of two or three long term projects to get in some practice on detail and using ink and actually taking time and putting effort into my shit. because right about now, I'm having one of those, "what the hell am I actually going to do with my life?" things. And I've not the foggiest.

To sum it all up, this is irrelevant.

Alright so. Yes, yes, I fail and all that and blah. I have things to submit, I just can't submit them now cos I entered this scholarship contest thing and I don't think I can upload them before the judging is over (the 30 April) and I would hate to be disqualified over something like that.

So to make up for the suck and fail and general asshattery, I have been drawing like mad to  1) make myself feel like less of a failure and 2) because I would like to fill up my entire nifty little penpad before next fall. With good things. Things I actually like.

And I will be doing these not-fail things with the liners I epically stole from , watercolours and copics and the india inks I bought a couple weeks ago and totally fell in love with because they are amazing and full of WIN.

WHAT IS THIS FOOLISHNESS?!

Awright.

So, m'gonta be heading out on the morrow and all the jazz for spring break. I should be back Thursday-ish, with actual things to actually upload, because there is nothing for me to actually do on this trip thingy but draw, but I digress. I'm trying to get down some rough sketches of all my characters (dubbed "The Crazies" and my "mind babies") even though I'm only focusing on the three most concrete storylines. I am also in the (reallubadcough) habit of drawing random bits of songs.


On a completely irrelevant note, I am playing Spyro Year of The Dragon. Oh 2000 animation, how you amuse me so.

Also completely irrelevant, "I Like Your Booty (But I'm Not Gay)" came on shuffle earlier. Do you realize how amusing that nonsense is? I usually set it as background noise, but I always, always somehow tune in to hear the words "pudding cup". I don't want understand, but it is so goddamn hilarious.

So. Uploaded two more pieces - Soba's Ryusei Gaiden thing and my DaSu contest entry (I honestly don't know if I'll do another). That's not even close to all I have to scan, but the scanner's being a git and the computer's acting all wonky and I can't be bothered to put up with that right now.

That being said, I am going to go pass out now, and hopefully get some rest.